Relieved

I don’t know if it’s the fact that I’m leaving the company or if reality is sinking in but I feel like the company is in bad shape.
 
 Payroll seems tight and I know that because I got paid on a Wed as opposed to a Friday which was a sign.
 
 Also another thing that I realized is that the Amex hasn’t been working and only recently I noticed that the cards were either maxed or just have not been paid.
 
 The bookkeeper issue was a few weeks ago and she hasn’t returned which is an issue im sure. It’s really crazy but I feel bad but relieved.
 
 I am so proud of the company and feel somewhat responsible for the success etc… So it’s important that the company succeeds and grows. It would really make me happy to see the company just blow up and be well recognized.
 
 I really really hope that things get better for them. They really need it to and I hope that an investor comes in and helps the situation.
 
 It’s really boggles my mind. I don’t know if it’s the business management or the economy or a combination of both.
 
 Let’s see how it plays out. All I know is that there is so much potential of they just get their shit together.