Had dim sum w mom today. Was really nice to see her. It was really cute because she was getting acupuncture when I got there and I was in the waiting area and she was bragging to the acupuncture dr in Korean. The only words she said in English was Designer and Coach.

It was just really cute that she is so proud she feels the need to brag about it. I guess looking back and where she came from. She came from Korea with no schooling and was able raise two kids that are successful. If I was in her shoes it would be an accomplishment too and for that I’m really happy and proud of Mom. Makes me emotional thinking about it but to come from nothing and to raise kids to have a better life that you didn’t have must be a great accomplishment.

I love my mom so much and am so lucky to have her. She might not be perfect but She’s definitely the best mom.

Had such a lovely dinner last night w Dangi and Gaeul.

Was crazy hearing about the office from an outside perspective. I felt bad but relieved that it wasn’t my reality anymore.

Gaeul looked really sad and I feel like she is holding up too much weight. She needs to let go. I think with me being there I was helping her keep her cool and was responsible for for the overall line so she only took part ownership which was good for her. Now that I’m no longer there it’s more pressure for her but I think it’s really good only because she needs to grow as a designer and as a senior level person.

What a wonderful bday week! Last Sunday B and Adis took me Decoy for dinner. The food was so amazing!

We shared Peking duck and oxtail dumplings and Uni noodles. It was amazing!

Before that we saw Gone Girl which was so freaking amazing. Very well acted by the two leads Ben Affleck and the actress.

Made a quick stop at Red bull studios gallery to see some weird ass art.

I don’t know if it’s the fact that I’m leaving the company or if reality is sinking in but I feel like the company is in bad shape.
 
 Payroll seems tight and I know that because I got paid on a Wed as opposed to a Friday which was a sign.
 
 Also another thing that I realized is that the Amex hasn’t been working and only recently I noticed that the cards were either maxed or just have not been paid.
 
 The bookkeeper issue was a few weeks ago and she hasn’t returned which is an issue im sure. It’s really crazy but I feel bad but relieved.
 
 I am so proud of the company and feel somewhat responsible for the success etc… So it’s important that the company succeeds and grows. It would really make me happy to see the company just blow up and be well recognized.
 
 I really really hope that things get better for them. They really need it to and I hope that an investor comes in and helps the situation.
 
 It’s really boggles my mind. I don’t know if it’s the business management or the economy or a combination of both.
 
 Let’s see how it plays out. All I know is that there is so much potential of they just get their shit together.